Thursday, December 30, 2004

the promised entry abt my memorable 21st bdae held on sunday.the venue was my house.the europhia of that happy evening still lingers in me while the taste of the alcohol that i was made to finish up still nestles in my stomach.i swear i wince when i smell alcohol these days.
what a day.went to play soccer in the morning w the guys.realised that i was no longer as fit as before.no longer able to last the rigours of a match.and coupled with the fact that i was still nursing a bad cough,i was punctured literally before the first half had even ended.Still...still i managed to score and have a say in 2 goals.heh...went back home to slack for awhile but gave up trying to slp coz the phone kept ringing from pple calling to ask for directions.went pick my dear up from her place before proceeding to collect my cake.must have wondered what type of party it was going to be.the people streamed in as dinner approached.broke e news to a few gd frens.the party went on smoothly.the separate groups jus went about their own ramblings of their lives.perhaps, i wasn't really a great host.guess i din really entertain really well.it was time to drink.HE was smart.made me drink a can of Tiger first.i hate beer.they make me feel bloated.everyone who knows abt my clubbing knows i can't take beer.i hate the smell of it.next up was the hard liquor.toasted a few before we adjourned to cut the cake.was high but still okay.i always felt i held my liquor fairly well.perhaps i din take much dinner thats y i puked after the last toast and guest had left.was in a terrible state.my dear was with me through out.thank god for her.this was the first time i drank till such a state when i jus puked and puked.followed my parents who sent her home after that.a nauseous person in a car?u can imagine i jus buried my head in the plastic bags that i had prepared.by the end of the nite,i no longer have to break the news to my family.everyone could see that we were a couple.thats the commitment that i wanted to make coz letting my parents know abt this isn't a small thing considering my parents r quite strict abt my education...dAr,thank u so much for being so understanding that nite.reached home,drank some hot tea and camped next to the toilet bowl for the next 45 mins before going to bed.woke up but no hang over.worst drinking experience ever.but it was a memorable 21st bdae.the key to adulthood-we are only young once.thanks to everyone!

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

"A picture speaks a thousand words."

not in the mood to blog now...too tired...so jus look at the pics at my 21st bdae...


2 two important pple in my life.My parents.naturally thats y they are the ones to cut the cake w me... Posted by Hello


making my wish..i was pissed drunk i think i left out alot of things i may have wanted to say.. Posted by Hello


last but definitely not the least,my cousin derrick.same age but in nus.we certainly click very well...haha... Posted by Hello


sis's frens.nathaniel,ME,ben & sis Posted by Hello


kehui,ME and yuxiang Posted by Hello


janice & i Posted by Hello


haha...i look short here in betw them...from left: guomin,ME and Edwin Posted by Hello


The vs/vj gang..this guys r solid man! from left:henry,ME,eric and kevin Posted by Hello


The class.. from left: Liying,yuan li,ME,jr and jas Posted by Hello


The clique..sigh..too bad wan jun's not here...from left: ME,jr,belle,and jasmine (too) Posted by Hello


Ying Ming...gosh..his face's red too...compare the face & the shirt? Posted by Hello


Bernard's lovely gf,jean..haha..she's a really gd fren too.. Posted by Hello


My best pal bernard with ME (sorry,he's taken) Posted by Hello


i like this pic too... Posted by Hello


DaR_dAr w DaR_dAr...the new addition..so glad that she managed to turn up... Posted by Hello


the cute family next door..My real relatives..Love them to bits too..From left: cousins:derrick,derek,ME,daryl and Aunty Mary Posted by Hello


My dearest family...thank them for this party... =) Posted by Hello


haha...the bdae boy's face alr red from all the liquor..shirt's wet coz had to wash my face after all the toasts... =P Posted by Hello


My beautiful cake...haha... Posted by Hello


hehe...bdae boy & the babes..just before they were leaving... so sad they couldn't stay to eat my cake..from left: kai,me and nikki... Posted by Hello

Saturday, December 25, 2004

This will be a X'mas Eve i'll never forget in the near future.20 X'mas Eves and counting has come by but this has been the most special one so far.This X'mas Eve that i spent w my dar stands out like a flashing beacon in the dark & open sea.if she's reading this,i'll like to thank her for being w me on this Eve on X'mas.Baby,guess no one would give us much of a chance of staying tog if they knew abt us.BUT...tog we'll work,hand-in-hand to prove our doubters wrong!
Had dessert @ the Holland V Swensen's outlet yest.jolly gd stuff..pity couldn't tk much photos coz i din bring a camera.but took some using her cam phone.sigh...no photos but the happenings will be firmly etched in my mind.then we went to changi beach for a walk after that.funny things happened.i won't say what.but i had a minor accident on the way back.hit the kerb of the road and tyre jus burst.was @ a lost.thanks to dar who din kick up a fuss of being stranded on the road at 12+am in the morning and w her support,i changed the tyre all by myself.YES,u din read this wrongly.I CHANGED THE FREAKING TYRE ALL BY MYSELF!i was feeling really accomplished and dar was really proud.what an exciting day!could still rem the jerky and swerving feeling when i tried to make my way to the nearest petrol station.in the end,gave up and changed the tyre on the spot.Wow.What a start to X'mas!next we went to nearby Pasir Ris Park when i presented her w her gifts.Really hope she likes what i have prepared. =)
All good things must come to an end and we all got home poofed from the day's happenings but happy.Actu we din do much and din go to many places.Its just the presence of the special someone that makes the day seem so special.U can be at her house or even a wet market.but as long as the special someone's there with u,the experience will still be a memorable one.I've found this special someone in u.I won't be letting u go at all... =)
Last but not least,i wanna wish all readers a Merry X'mas!may u guys enjoy yourself with your loved ones too this season!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Wed nite.No more clubbing.No more zouk.i sound like i am sad?NO!!haha...the truth is i m very happy to do this.gonna cut down on all these clubbing.I've found THAT someone who has the power to make me do all these.She was very nice abt it.din say i wasn't to go.heh...but well,i guess most pple wouldn't be too pleased if their respective partners club as often as every week.so to heck with it!hahah...
Tue-registration for GE.mad rush as everyone was playing 'Fastest Fingers' first.went to her house to do the registration.Mum questioned the wisdom of travelling to someone else's house to do the registration instead of just at home.haha..there's alot of stuff that she doesn't know.sent her to tuition after that.Had 1.5hrs to burn so went hougang mall to settle some stuff.its a secret. ;) Went over to her place but din have dinner w them.caught Happy Fish on tv.This show has never seem so nice before.As i told her,with your loved one just beside you,even watching an indian show would seem entertaining. =) A walk to the nearby playground proceeded.Spent some time together jus sitting there chatting.i feel that the person beside you dictates how you are feeling.Not the surroundings and certainly not the place.Thats y even in a neighbourhood park,a chat can be soo sooo engaging.Alas,all good things must come to an end.had to leave at 10+.But life has been on the up recently.i m a happy boy now w the tots of her just floating to mind.hehe...shall stop...getting alittle mushy.. =P

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

i remember not too long ago i mentioned that i would like to some 'angels' to appear before me?yes...i m pleased to announce that i think i have finally found THAT someone.Someone who is able to make me give her my commitment.Someone whom i want to share my life with.Someone whom i feel right at ease with.Someone who is both able to have fun and be serious when i need her to be.Someone who is able to affect my moods.Someone whom i want to share her ups and downs with.In short,i've finally found that someone whom i love very much.With this someone in my life,i'll be faithful to her like all couples should.
Nowadays i sleep with a smile and wake up with a smile.I m ravishing with joy.I m in love.Take every day as it comes,every step as we move along this long and uncertain journey.I won't give u up.Wish us luck!

Sunday, December 19, 2004


The beautiful pool that we swam in.OCC has 3pools.The glitters on the surface of the water merely reflects the drizzle that caused us to stop our swim.sigh... Posted by Hello

What a day!i don't think i'll ever forget this.i won't go into the details but i spent a record almost 15hrs w her in a day.from 12.30pm till almost 4am...i didn't feel tired of her at all.
A brief recap of a brilliant day.Went to Orchid Country Club where we played in the pool and tanned alittle.Too bad,the rain was a dampener as it stopped us from continuing our activity.sian.Next,we proceeded to Orchard for our movie,'Without a paddle'.Not a fantastic movie but able to create laughter for the viewers.Most importantly was she enjoyed it.Met jr and belle and broke e news to them.They din seem to believe it.Well,neither could i at first.But it has already begun to sunk in and i m already prepared for someone else to care for.This was followed by dinner @ Magic Wok.Gd authentic thai food @ affordable rates.Yumm....went marina to look @ the sea after that.Pleasant evening was disrupted by the presence of mosquitoes.felt bad that she had bites all over.Me too...Went back to her house after that to catch my soccer match.Very happy that she suggested watching at her house as we can nv have enough of each other.think the beginning seems bright. =)

Friday, December 17, 2004

The results r out.After worrying for the past wk,there w trepidation i accessed the website to realise my fate.B B B B.that were my grades.Not a single A.I was hoping to clear all so by right i was to be happy w such grades.But after a quick market survey,i realise,i should not be contented w such grades.Seems mediocre by my standards.there's still lots to catch up w my fellow peers in e class if i m to take on higher grades in the near future.Congratz to all who have done well.U'll see a more determinded Kelvin next sem to challenge all for higher honours.Hopefully i won't be bothered by any matters such as matters of the heart during the exam period.
On a lighter side,had a wonderful evening yest.Went geylang for dinner.haha...Last fri was spent looking @ transversites while yest was observing the real deal-the night life of geylang.Quite an interesting side that S'poreans are protected from. With the city areas getting more developed and the skyscrapers growing at a rate fast enough to say hi to the dieties in the sky, i must say the government have done a gd job in allowing the oldest trade in the world to continue to function.The oldest trade-VICE.This adds another must-see element to the night life in S'pore.While the views and scenes of prostitutes solicit for clients were interesting,we soon got bored.so we adjourned to East Coast Park where we just sat on the breakwaters,appreciating the faraway lights from the ships and the glittering stars in the distance.Its an evening that i will never forget in the near future.16th Dec.Wow. =)

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Everyone seems to have their own activities lately. No one seems to be free. At times i feel lonely. Lost alone. Sometimes i just want to have someone to talk to. Talk about how i feel. I regret. Feel bad that i m making mum go through the unnecessary expense of having a birthday party. Wad's a birthday?just another annual affair. 21st u may say. Well,everyone goes through it. I m PMSing. I don't feel good. Fever and still coughing just like another TB patient as mum called it. Refuse to see a doctor. Why pay the $20++ for some medicine that i already have at home? I always thought i had alot of frens. Or so it seems. But i dunno where all of them have gone lately. Everyone seems busy. No one seems to be there when i need someone. No one. One thing for sure, no zouk tonight. dinner or supper i m still able to have but no dancing. Too weak for that. Mum will pleased. After consecutive weds of clubbing, i m finally not going today. 2 more days to D-Day. I hope after the release of the results, i'll still be able to smile...


hahah...NOOOO!!!thats def not my arse..hehe..and not the arse of anyone that i know...i came across this pic in e mail e other day..cool rite??but those who find it offensive,close your eyes! Posted by Hello

Monday, December 13, 2004

Its monday evening and i m home again.Been at home for the past 3 consecutive days.mum is pleased,dad seems happy.Just don't seem to want to get out of the house except to see her dance performance over e wkend which i still missed in any case.i m weird.jus totally shut off from the rest of the world.dun feel like meeting much pple except my closest frens which i still failed to over e wkend due to other commitments.At times like this,i just love to be alone.sit alone in my room or hang out by the public pool nearby.enjoying the friendly glare from the sun.today was lousy.it rained on and off and on again.din manage to go swimming.tv,my PS2 and a book that i m trying to read has become my routine in e past few days.call me anti-social if u want.i m PMSing.i know the reason.4 days more.4 days more and results will be out.i m dreading the arrival of it.shit.no point crying over spilt milk,i can't do anything now.but such feelings are inevitable.God,just let me cross this first hurdle successfully...

Saturday, December 11, 2004

jus came back from dinner.wow,a sat @ home.but quite well-spent.its been a long time since all 5 of us went out for dinner.went chomp chomp.thats y my throat's very much worse now.been coughing non-stop.
went for leonard's BBQ yest.he's a gd fren in army.waited @ hm for the car.somehow seemed weird to see all e familiar faces @ the BBQ.guess we haven met for too long thats y.its a different phase of their lives now.all of them holding jobs putting away the images of camouflaged faces.after that met jas and her fren,celine.heh...made another pretty fren.she seems damm innocent,taking in everything that i said.jas also kept warning her abt me..sigh..i relli that bad meh?haha...after a gd meal @ Changi Village,we began our nite's programs of locating ba-poks (transversites).i knew they would only be in full-flow come almost 1am so we just sat in e car to observe.its very interesting to see these 'women' solicit for clients.to see who's hot and who's not.very comical to see pple jus staring barely 5 metres away from them observing their every move.there was even a family of 5-mum,dad and 3 young girls.wow,moral education? :P
sent jas + celine home after that.crashed almost immediately after reaching home.wad a day!

Friday, December 10, 2004

Its e wkend tmr again.another wk has just flown by just like that.Very soon sch will start soon.Just got my time-table yest.Jolly good as in i won't be separated from the rest of the class.Its a 3 day wk but early days (0830am) and end late on all 3..BUT...BUT i shan't complain.at least i got a better deal than some of the pple say,yuan li.guess i m gonna miss her when she goes to another class.its been fun crapping w her over the sem.sigh...well,guess its all done at random and we can't do anything abt it.hopefully there will b nice pple who join our class too.. :)
Went shopping w j in e afternoon.She's turning into gr8 company.She din complain even as i kept detouring all over town...heh...then saw sis and her fren,meng hua @ Far East.dunno her opinion of j yet thou...
gng BBQ later.sigh...throat hurting and yet still must show face..sian diao... :(

Thursday, December 09, 2004

gosh...another late nite.little wonder why my dark rings r all coming out.almost 6 and i jus got home.yes,its another wed nite at zouk.hung out w sis and her frens for supper.they damm funny,trying to teach me how to hook gals etc.they were all sloshed from the long island tea they had.thats y we stayed out till it was safe (no road blocks).Hopefully all of them got home safely.
music was gd today @ phuture.actu first time gng alone w another ger.quite enjoyed her company but she din seem to have enjoyed herself.hM...saw angelia,charlene n another ger so we joined them.halfway thru,i saw sijia AND JAC!!just keep seeing her everytime i club now.for the umpteen time too.guess thats our only way of meeting.yes.my mood jus changed all of sudden.tried not to let it affect me too much.i m glad i didn't.i think i m moving in e right direction,thanks to e ger i was w.hehe..she can't affect me much now!!saw nik too.feels weird to club w/o her around.will join her e next time.then there was this ger who jus kept staring @ me.dunno why.they were so obvious coz she pointed and her frens jus stared.the funny thing is she look like a ger from a blog that i've been reading.and if its e correct one,she's the sister of a ger i picked up few months back.Its a small world afterall.
heh..need to get a pressie tmr so meeting j tmr.time supposed to b 2.30pm.that is if i manage to wake up.i feel tired.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Ber and Jean :: I LOVE U GUYS!
Thanks for coming out @ 1+ to mit me for supper!u may have ur own world now and i may disrupt it occasionally but from the bottom of my heart,yes,Jean,i m serious,not talking cock this time,i appreciate the presence of u guys.I can't thank god enough for u guys in my life.I may seem to have alot of pple around me at times,but u 2 still both rank right at the top.JEAN :: i m seriously not talking cock here if u r thinking it that way. ;)
Last checked the time was 3.20am.just came back from supper w ber and jean.Still my closest pals.They must be e only pple around who won't mind meeting @ 1am in e morning.love them so so so much. May talk abt ulterior motives of meeting to collect e survey etc,but nahz,i dun mean it.Certain frens u've them in ur heart,u dun have to mit up w them often,but each time u get a chance to mit them,u seem to have limitless things to talk abt,to joke abt.jus like u guys.Hopefully we'll see each other more often coz i really enjoy e company of u guys so if u dun mind me playing gooseberry @ times,jio me out when u all r free..i used to think that i was playing gooseberry each time we 3 mit but i think we've outgrown that stage,don't u all think so?

Tuesday, December 07, 2004


heh...managed to 'pinch' a pic from sat's zouk out.
the Main Arena is behind. Posted by Hello

Went out with j yest.Oh boy,i must say she seemed dressed up.She was so unlike the ger that we normally see in sch.My fren who saw us actu msged me to say my date's really gorgeous.The movie 'Saw' wasn't fantastic.i was looking forward to the gory scenes but except for some 5cent/10cent blood shed,there wasn't much to talk abt.This was followed by some cheap and affordable hawker food at Chomp Chomp.gr8 food-fried hokkien mee,oyster omelette and rojak.yum yum~
Dinner was gd.As in we managed to keep the conversation gng.She seems so different from the ice-cold self that we normally associate her to be in sch.i like a gd conversation w someone who is able to participate.hM...looking back,i was having dinner w her alone and to think i used to dislike her immensely for asking irritating qns in class.She used to be a pest in my eyes.Oh well,time is not the only thing that is constantly changing.Pple's perceptions of things do change w time too.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Where gorgeous and heavenly bodies were in full motion,they created a feast for the eyes.ZoukOut 2004 was certainly a night to remember.In the end,i gave in to temptation and bought a tix.It all started off slowly w hardly a babe in bikini or hunk bare-torsoed (of course,not that i was interested in this). But as the night wore on and the crowd warmed up,babes in bikinis were suddenly in ample supply.those unprepared stripped to reveal their brassieres.no one minded,certainly not the guys. =P The music was ok.Jazzy Jeff at the mambo/hip hop arena was good but i think my fav dj has still gotta be S'pore's own Andrew Chow.Always gd to mit some frens over at such places.Jac and her gang were there.some of the vj pple too.felt weird and by coincidence as the night wore on and the crowd dwindled slowly,jac and her gang was just directly in front of me.By that time i had already said my hi's but it felt weird to be around her esp w my top off too.and so we partied till there was light.7am was the magical time.first time dancing through the night and on the beach too.i was alittle tired towards the end coz hasn't recovered from the thur's sentosa outing.it was a gd outing.pity there was a freak amongst us who tried to get KZ drunk.damm irritating.felt like throwing him a punch coz he was occupying my space and interrupting my movements.got back and watched recorded version of last nite's EPL match and crashed out till 2pm.Slept again at 3 till now..

Friday, December 03, 2004


wj having fun w a 'toy' while jas amuses herself w her book.see the bubbles around?heh.. Posted by Hello


The thorn among the roses.haha...clockwise from top:me,sijia,jas and wj Posted by Hello