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time flies.
before u know it,another wk has passed and its sat.
yes.4 wks have passed since sch started.
the workload jus seems to be gettin heavier and heavier.
i m struggling to barely stay afloat.
where's the person who was full of drive from yesteryear?
i seem to have aged.
grown from stupid to stupid-er.
from haggard to haggard-er.
from ugly to uglier.
i m turning into a mutant.
all by the min.
this process is ongoing.
even as i m writing this now.
i m 21yrs old.
but i find tt i barely know myself.
i m in the middle of an identity crisis.
Where is the Real ME?
how does he look like and behave?
yes.
u guessed it.
i m PMSing.i m not in a right mood.
nothing seems to be going right at the moment.
someboooooooooody heeeeeeeeeeelp!
=(

posted by Boring old me @ 1/29/2005 08:39:00 PM 0 comments

"Ah Choooo!"
damm...dunno where i got this bout of flu from but its certainly affecting me...
since mon i've been having a bad flu...constant sneezing and a nose that runs like a tap isn't a exactly a nice thing to have when the days are so extremely long and tired..
luckily dar's there to minimise and lessen the unhappiness that i face in sch...
mon was crap...monotonous..
tue was ahemm...interesting...reached sch at 8.20am and left sch at...ermmz...8.45am...
the stupid indian stats lecturer was a major turnoff w his talking and voice...
left w dar to my place followed by lunch at j8...after tt went shopping...reached hm...
still sick and crashed....
wed:woke up w a fever and din feel like gng to sch..the tot of facing the pregnant woman made me dread GE even more...sigh...but still dragged myself out of bed...heh..but strangely the pregnant woman was in a gd mood today..kept laughing and creating jokes..hah..
after GE met dar for lunch at JP at Lailai's kitchen..wow..thats great food at affordable prices..went shopping in town...din manage to find any nice clothes..wanted to buy a new pair of board shorts that i saw some time back but din manage to see it..looks like will head down next wk to CitiLink to get it...stupid pple at Heeren Levi's..esp this malay salesman who was so damm rude..u r lucky my dar told me to let e matter rest..i'll complain to ur boss for ur rudeness e next time..they r so damm inefficient..imagine a VIP card being left at there for almost a month without saying anything?was damm pissed...luckily being w dar alleviate the unhappiness and althou was alittle tired towards e end,still all in all a happy happy day...
stats tut to be done later...sigh...
ultra long day tmr...double sigh...

posted by Boring old me @ 1/26/2005 07:03:00 PM 0 comments

its sat.i miss my baby.
a brief recap.thur was gd.
sent dar hm and even went in to her house to watch tv.
i realise that when the person u r in love is beside u,
doing simple things such as just watching tv can be so fun and enjoyable.
i m simply head-over-heels.
somehow i wasn't hungry during the time when she was beside me.
it was only after when i reached hm that i felt the hunger.
stayed hm e whole of fri.slept and slept and slept.
dunno why but sleeping gets me away from the realities of life.
tried reading FM.
but soon gave up.
i want to see my baby!! =)

posted by Boring old me @ 1/22/2005 11:12:00 AM 0 comments

three consecutive days of waking up before even 6.30am has left me dead tired.i m a walking zombie.i wonder how some pple like wj seem to go w/o slp and yet still behave so energetically.The modules are driving me nuts.The workload so damm fast and the days always never fail to leave me raggard at the end.My dar's my main motivation to go to sch.i always look 4ward to the times when i see her in sch.my frens are fantastic too.i love my breaks when we can jus sit down talk cock and then sing song.
mon:pretty much monotonous.dun really like mondays coz always have gotta wait till end of e day to see dar dar...
tue:lasted till 1st break during stats lect.well,at least better then jr,jas and sijia who disappeared even before 9am was even up.but they r smart pple..so i shan't compare w them.wj deserves applause for sticking to her guns and staying for e entire lect.went JP w dar to catch seed of chucky.not really a great show but still passable for the price of $6.50 and the fact tt there were only 4 pple in e theatre.
today:had chado lesson.this GE is relli getting on my nerves.there's this stupid pregnant lady whom i think should be better off staying home and tk care of her foetus..i hate her attitude..i know we r slow at learning such stuff..but hey,today's only our 3rd lesson so wad do u expect?
i m supposed to be preparing my mkting presentation for tmr.but i keep procastinating.i jus did stats.i hate sch.i hate studying.tmr's another long day.craaaaaaap....at least dar will be in sch tmr..heh..sth to look 4ward to and tmr's e end of e wk!yayyyyyyyy!!

posted by Boring old me @ 1/19/2005 09:42:00 PM 0 comments

4 words:
i miss my baby

posted by Boring old me @ 1/16/2005 04:47:00 PM 0 comments

a second wkend w/o seeing my dar...
I m alr missing her like crazy...
only consolation was seeing her on fri..
a very very very very eventful night.
i won't forget this night for the near future.
perhaps,won't ever...
thanks dar...
went ZOUK for the first time since we got tog....
but this was one of the most enjoyable times,
if not the most enjoyable times i had been to zouk.
the crowd was sucky.
too crowded for nuts.
but clubbing w dar made it special.
the booze was free-flow...
but the smell of the alcohol brought me back to my bdae party
a day when i hugged the toilet bowl...
heh...made me cringe in disgust.
I HATE LIQOUR now!
left the place at abt 1am
pretty early but we felt a major turn-off w the music.
went somewhere w dar to spend time tog.
its a special day.
Dear,
Happy 1st Mth Anniversary!
hopefully there will be many many many many (well,u get the idea?)
more months of fun together ahead of us...

posted by Boring old me @ 1/16/2005 01:15:00 PM 0 comments

hehe...
this entry is specially dedicated to my dar...
haha..
she finally left a mark on my tagboard,not just one but many many tags...
so its a really deep deep mark...
now my tagboard looks like it has been through war,completely ravaged.
heh...jus like its completely vandalised...
i won't remove it n i m not angry at all....
dar,
love ya,
*muackz

posted by Boring old me @ 1/14/2005 07:32:00 PM 0 comments

wed night.time seems to fly past...
tue:met dar for lunch earlier before sch started...very gd...a simple yet enjoyable lunch in can 3.the lectures and tutorials r in full flow but i've yet to find the motivation to really sit down and read the lectures.keeping up w the weekly fare of tutorials,heh..but only just...
had jap chado lesson this morn..dunno y,but i seem to find the theory part really boring..must slp earlier on tue nites i think coz was dozing off b4 e 1st hr was even up...e pract part was okay..but hard to rem the process & the words use...what osakini and oshoban?shit & wtf!how to rem?the kneeling part is siong man!dunno how the teacher kneels for so long...haha...
had lunch w the clique after tt...then went Orchd to collect my jeans...i jus realised tt i do have alot of jeans...no more buying for the coming months...heh...but my damm Club Levi's card is not yet ready..sigh...mus go back one more day...
hM...looking 4ward to tmr...meeting dar dar earlier again...yipeeeeeee!!

posted by Boring old me @ 1/12/2005 10:17:00 PM 0 comments

Stupid!!woke up early to come for seminar only to realise it was cancelled.stupid tutor!should have tried to notify us yest..sigh...still it was gd to see dar dar before her class..brought her food that i had bought her in the morning..coz din want her to go hungry due to her screwed up time-table...happy that she would be gng home w me later...feels like i haven seen her for a long time..heh...feels as if there's lots to talk about...
was at Tiong Bahru MRT station w mum this morning..there was this man who asked for $1 to take bus..i never entertain such pple..damm funny..mum had jus withdrawn $$ from the ATM machine when he came to beg..i was alr prepared to make a dash in case he snatched mum's money..then we met him again down outside the station...2nd time in a few days such a thing happened...the 1st was in town the last fri w dar when a chinese man came to ask for $2..wonder wads wrong w these pple?!i know there will be some compassionate pple who will give coz the amts that they ask are not excessive..but giving them will encourage begging..and they are able bodied..they are jus taking advantage of the kind hearts of s'poreans..anyway,there was this charity program yest.i feel there r too MANY of such shows..e prev one was jus abt 2-3 wks back on my bdae party..sigh...S'poreans are really kind-hearted...
now slacking in jr's room w the clique talking abt stuff...while stupid jr is reading (trying hard amid all the noise) his FM..really admire his determination and his conscientiousness..haha...but i prefer to do work at my own pace..special mention must go to wj who claims her name has not been mentioned for a long time...i feel lazy...feel like slping but can't really get to slp...sigh...
this is quite a crap entry but that happens when u have nothing to do...can't wait for 5.30pm... =)

posted by Boring old me @ 1/10/2005 12:15:00 PM 0 comments

bored bored bored
tell u guys a secret...
i can't wait to go back to sch on mon...
okay...
okay...
i know u guys will think that i m weird...
actually
i think i m weird too... =P

posted by Boring old me @ 1/09/2005 02:12:00 AM 0 comments

heh...check out the links to my dardar's blog...she's into it too..after tinkering with the comp for quite a long while,finally getting down to blogging...been changing the templates of mine and dar's blogs..so if u guys have time,gimme your comments...
a pretty slack fri..spent most of my time at home till evening when i went pick dar...
went town..supposed to go meet her frens for dinner..but somehow,the double date did not materialise..but i prefer spending time alone w her actu..its always good to spend quality time together as our time that we saw each other during the week was all in sch...so that makes it the week that we saw each other the most times..consecutive days from tue all the way till fri..somehow i still yearn to see her...haha...
never knew a simple of BK could be so fulfilling...so enjoyable...totally enjoyed her company...then walked around Orchd...guess it was at such a late hour...so most of the shops were closed...Dar,will bring u back here to shop shop again soon...
time always flies when we r together...can't wait to see her again soon...
gonna turn in...long day ahead tmr to battle my tutorials that i've already started to lag from the first wk...
I CAN'T LAG! I CAN'T LAG! I CAN'T LAG!

posted by Boring old me @ 1/08/2005 01:45:00 AM 0 comments

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posted by Boring old me @ 1/06/2005 12:43:00 AM 0 comments

My mind's in a whirl.i m under threat.No big deal thats wad my gal assured me.BUT tell me how not to worry when sth's gonna happen/happening right now.can't wait to hear the outcome from her later.really praying that its gd news.2.5 weeks since we have gotten attached.this period may be such a short one.but alot have happened between us.i love her.i doe want to be separated from her.Argh!!i m staring into blank space.trying to pretend nothing has gone wrong infront of my parents.once away,i feel shit.Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

posted by Boring old me @ 1/05/2005 08:02:00 PM 0 comments

2nd day of sch.come and gone.spent almost the entire day in sch w dar.sent her back on the MRT home.great day spent.but the lectures are coming thick and fast.first lect of the day-Stats.the lecture spoke as if he was speaking tamil.it was a major turnoff and was a battle trying to stay awake.only bright point was my dar seated next to me,trying to fathom what the heck the man was trying to say.4hr break with Mcdonalds.haha...walking all over the place after that.went NIE buy books.finally put off all the procastination.next lect was Marketing.Well,at least this one was much more entertaining.full of laughter and guess everyone enjoyed it.sent dar home and crashed after dinner.i feel tired after 2 long whole days of sch.GE tmr at 9am..sigh...another early day...well,at least the end of the wk is in sight...
2005 is here already.so shouldn't i talk abt my New Yr Resolutions?next up... =)

posted by Boring old me @ 1/05/2005 04:59:00 AM 0 comments