Down.but hopefully not out.
i feel stupid.oh wait,i think i am...
results for FM n acct quiz out.
studied but mebe not as hard as i shud.
so mebe thats y somehow din do as well as i would like.
feel like i underachieved.
wtf!
for the 1st time in uni,my confidence have been dealt a huge blow.
i dunno why n i know on average,i m stil thereabouts.
i doe want to be jus another average student.
sometimes i wonder,m i really that stupid?
feel frustrated.
think its e mon blues.
only highlight 2day was seeing my gd old frens again after e hols
n of course the time spent w my dearest on our way home.
i hate sch!i dun like to study!
Missing You
The moon shines above in the clear blue sky
with the glittering stars above for company.
I sit all alone in front of a senseless machine,
while u r in another part of this island.
Nights are lonely without you.
The warm hands that greet mine each time that we meet
the ravishing smile that warms even the coldest hearts,
the cheeky laughter that arrives at each joke that i make,
the familiar scent all around you,
all seem so near but yet so far.
Every min spent with you,
is an extra min of enjoyment.
Every min spent without you,
is an extra min of feeling lost.
You are just so addictive.
The coffee that a working adult needs in the morning
The milk that a baby needs when it goes hungry
For me,i just need YOU beside ME
as we walk together hand-in-hand
along the uncharted territory that lies ahead.
I miss you
REGRET STRICKEN
The moving train
along with the pained expression,
regret was instantly achieved.
words that hurt had already been blurted,
departure was sad and teary.
The point of no return had been reached.
Memories are not chalkboards.
If only they were,
Erase those that u have no use for,
and keep those that u need.
Moods were bad and tension was high.
Words that should not have been spoken wereexchanged.
Mind was a blur.
The scene was from a place hit by an avalanche
and i was just trying to get out of the place.
Reality struck then.
Brought me back to earth.
It was a nightmare.
Could have been the script for a new award-winning nightmarefilm
only this time the leads were strangely familiar.
Words mean alot most of the time,
and lots of thought must be given when they aresaid.
We tend to torment those who really matter around usunknowingly
only to regret the very next moment.
These words matter this time and i really mean it
"I M SORRY"
Have u guys ever done sth or said sth only to regret it later?
well,i did tt today.
To u know who u r,
I m sorry n i din mean a word of wad i said.
Our first Vdae tog.
relli special.
Too late to reserve any places at some fanciful restaurant but as long as we r happy,even food court fare will still be gd.
Went Sakae Sushi @ Heeren for dinner.
plenty of couples all around town.dunno why but everyone seemed extremely lovey-dovey.
Some people were peddling their wares,making this special occasion a tad too commercialised...
went to Stadium Waterfront for a walk after dinner.heh...had a hard time finding the right spot behind the indoor stadium.To all guys who want to bring their gf there next time,look for the condo 'Pebble Bay'..u will see the bridge and this spiralling 4 storey tower there...cool winds blowing under the moonlit stars,what an end to the night.
It was a special night.
Thank you for tt night...
U made it happen... :)
lovely flowers for a lovely lady to start the evening...
Dar looking like a princess...
baby enjoying her meal... =)
haha...if 'looks could kill'
Dinner wasn't at some flashy restaurant but at Sakae Sushi...ate till relli full...
Still us on this special night... :)
beautiful view at Stadium Waterfront.To end this memorable Valentine Night,we took a walk down the bridge under the moonlight.
When two hearts met and became one.
u entered my life and my life was never the same again.
The feeling u give me is undescribable.
I love every min of my time with you.
Fast forward to Feb 14.
Our first Valentine's Day together.
Thank God for u in my life.
Happy Valentine's Day Darling... :)
3rd day of cny.no mood to study.skipped another lecture.accounting this time.think i better start waking up manz.seems like i m skipping too many lessons.not making use of wad the tuition fees shud bring us...met dar and went for lunch at the crystal jade at taka.gd stuff-la mian,xiao long bao etc...eat until relli full.heh..then caught e korean movie 'A moment to remember' after tt...qte draggy but still okay...
reached home tired out.
seems like i m still in holiday mood.
2 days of chinese new yr has come and gone.
jus like the droplets of rain that come and go whenever it rains.its back to our books.a feeling of nostalgia sets in as the fun tt i've had is hardly enough.i guess u can nv have too much of a gd thing.
today was gd.met my cousins from my mum's side.it seems jus like yesteryear tt we were still small and innocent.the cries of 'Happy New Yr!' of the small kids tt we were once still ring in my mind.But fast forward to present,reality struck me tt we r growing old when i realised tt almost all the cars today were driven by pple of ard my age.a total of 6 cars were in the convoy as we went visiting around S'pore.from jurong to bukit batok.from eunos to paya lebar.it seems as if i travelled back in time to the days of green when we always travelled in a convoy of tonners,only this time we were in the comfort of our civilian attire and not our army fatigues.as we celebrate cny,i always appreciate the presence of such occasions to see some cousins,some tt we seldom see.
life in sch these days is such tt we can't afford to remain behine.time and tide waits for no man.i m sure all of u reading this will share the same feeling as me tt we r not prepared to go back to our books yet rite?
CNY eve...
2hrs before the rooster yr arrives.
let me wish all a Happy Chinese New Yr!
jus back frm my reunion dinner @ grandma's place.
steamboat.
relli full.
always gd 2 see everyone again.
realised tt i m not relli on talking terms w the cousins frm my dad's side.
heh..closer to those frm my mum's side.
tmr is new yr.
feel tired now.
dunno wad m i gng to do later.
mebe slp?
its sat again.
jus came back from hougang mall w my fam.
went magic wok.had gd and cheap thai food.
gd stuff.
chinese new yr is in 5 days time.
dunno y but can't relli feel the ambience for it.
i m lagging in my sch work.
i can't help feeling slack.
soccer match tmr.
luckily there's regular matches played on sundays.
help me run off the fats from my constant munching.
i m a pig.
tts wad dar call me.
coz i love to eat
n i love to slp.
As if a bad time table wasn't enough,poor me is down w a flu suddenly AGAIN.
sneezing like mad w a nose running like a water tap is bad.
n to make matters even worse,surviving on a piece of super used tissue to clean away the 'effect' of this whole saga.i m sniffing like mad.like some ill-mannered kid who keeps sniffing away.
heh...my dar's beside me deeply engrossed in her prep for her mkting discussion later..
i m shagged..been up since 4am when i caught the exciting clash betw Arsenal n Man Utd which the red devils won.Thank god!it was such a great game tt i did not regret waking up 2 catch..heh..then again,i watch almost all Man U matches..there was too little time to slp so immediately got ready to go to sch for my GE..
strangely time seems to pass so much faster today...met dar for lunch and m w her now... =)
stats presentation tmr!hopefully everything goes right...
*fingers crossed*
