Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Everyone seems to have their own activities lately. No one seems to be free. At times i feel lonely. Lost alone. Sometimes i just want to have someone to talk to. Talk about how i feel. I regret. Feel bad that i m making mum go through the unnecessary expense of having a birthday party. Wad's a birthday?just another annual affair. 21st u may say. Well,everyone goes through it. I m PMSing. I don't feel good. Fever and still coughing just like another TB patient as mum called it. Refuse to see a doctor. Why pay the $20++ for some medicine that i already have at home? I always thought i had alot of frens. Or so it seems. But i dunno where all of them have gone lately. Everyone seems busy. No one seems to be there when i need someone. No one. One thing for sure, no zouk tonight. dinner or supper i m still able to have but no dancing. Too weak for that. Mum will pleased. After consecutive weds of clubbing, i m finally not going today. 2 more days to D-Day. I hope after the release of the results, i'll still be able to smile...

posted by Boring old me @ 12/15/2004 05:00:00 PM

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