Monday, August 28, 2006

i m low on money.

yes u heard it right.i m low.been spending lots lately.but its been a load of fun.
starting frm JB 2 sats back w e KNS + BJ gang.for details n pics do view jean's blog.was craving for KTV aft gettin back 2 Sg but understood tt everyone was tired.it was so much fun crapping n getting 'high' w/o alcohol.
KTV w e KNS + DJ gang on fri was another high.din know Na was such a gr8 singer tt i felt pai seh singing in front of him.
Dinner w e ex class went on right too.jus laughing w everyone jus abt felt right.its nice to know tt everyone seems to b doing well n keeping in touch w this monthly affairs.
so jus abt everything has been going on fine....EXCEPT money and sch wrk.
been lagging on my readings.guess wil haf to buck up tmr durin e free day.
n i m LOW ON MONEY!
jus got e ipod transmitter so tt can use it in e car.its relli a cool device.u shud jus check it out.i have been so impressed w such technology tt i use this even at home for my stereo.all right.tts all for this update.fun but low on money.
stay tuned for more updates.same time,same channel..
ooopsss.its jus supposed to b same website,same author...till then~~

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

slowly slowly picking up e pieces

slowly but surely i m surely getting my life back in order.
i jus realized tt i m blogging lots.lately there's like hardly anything interesting to do.
2day was an example of how e remaining 12 weeks would b like.
i dread sch.honestly.time heals all wounds- tts e saying tt i m using to motivate myself.
jus into e 2nd wk n i find myself alr in a pool of backlog for e wrk.

speaking of wounds, i jus realized i've got blueblacks all over both my legs.
hurts like mad.
one was frm abt 3 wks back i got a nasty knock on my ankle.i scolded some vulgarities n e person got e cheek to tel me to mind my language.when i turned ard in disgust,i realised they all look e same...oooppsss..

when sometimes love ain't enough

shoutouts to all who haf expressed concern..m feeling fine thanks to e lovely company i had e past few days.

when harmless taunting was e order of e day,nv knew tt playing WE11 was tt fun til B joined me on sat nite.plenty of laughter n guy talk s we played out to a draw.who says staying home on a sat nite was boring?
had a gd sushi-ful din w B n J.was gd company n i sure hoped i wasn't playing gooseberry infront of e blissful couple.i appreciated e talk n company n certainly e laughter we shared.i relli needed to get things off my chest n those 2 r jus abt e best frens one can find to divert my mind away frm e ongoings of e past weeks.

dinner on sunday was an expensive affair at some chinese restaurant at riverside pt.HUGE crayfish was wad i devoured.dad was celebrating his bdae n we all got to bask in this mini-celebration.
Dad, wishing u e best of health n happiness.i haven't told u this b4 but i love u dad!u've relli been e best dad n husband anyone cud ask for..

took a giant step forward 2day.only i knew wad meant to me.but m feeling lighter nw aft wad i did.

enlightened is e word of e day.n i guess i m alr feeling wiser.

Monday, August 07, 2006

countdown!!

she's returning!
2 days + counting...
dunno whether i should b jumping up n down or i should b anticipating some changes in my life.
wad the heck #%^!%#!!!
s long s she's back safely,tts fine by me.
to see her happy n to hear her laugh.
i heard this over e radio one nite n felt its so true.
its not e exact words but e meaning's sth like...
'love is not abt finding e perfect one but accepting the flaws in the imperfect one'.
how meaningful is this sentence.
u r not perfect.neither m i perfect.i dare say,none of us is perfect.but if people are able to accept the flaws in us,tts wad love is all abt.
by love,i mean oso friendship love,family love n lover's lover.
thanks to u,yes u reading this for loving me.
thanks to all for accepting e flaws in me n tolerating my nonsense and being ard whenever i needed someone...

aimless

sch starts tmr for most.i start on tue.back to e 12 wk cycle of trying to perform.i mus b reminded tt course wrk is impt coz i feel tt i m normally pulled down by my course wrk.so much've happened.at times,i feel myself trying to gasp for thin air.

stil yet to find e mood 2 sit down to mk frens w my new notes.late nites sth tt i've been associated w lately wil haf to cease.i feel sucky.

got my first fine for carpark yest.coupon had expired while i was at dinner.hopefully this'll b e last ever.sigh.things seems to b gg downhill for me n everyone.

one final day of fun tmr.soccer + hopefully ktv.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Exercise + a gd meal!

played tennis + swam alittle yest.
had fun laughing at one another while hitting those balls.
i gues both of us stil haf some way to go skillwise.
well,it was certainly a gd way to destress + let off some steam aft wad had happened lately.
felt so carefree while lying on e deckchairs jus enjoying wadeva's left of e sun.
wish i cud've more of this carefree feeling more often.
been bogged down by plenty lately.so much tt i wonder wad i m made of.

she's coming back soon.
wonder wad this means to e both of us.
seems like jus yest tt she boarded e flight.
n haven heard anything ever since.
stil hope everything wil b fine.
but wadeva wil b,wil b.
no point hankering over wads not meant to be.
wel,at least her return's sth to look 4ward to..

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

useless!

realise jus how useless i m.
i attempt to cheer pple up.
think sometimes able to do so.
but i can't practise wad i preach.
when it comes to myself,
i jus realise tt i suck at cheering myself up.
july has been a wretched month!
*wishing tt august will be a better month for u n i*