Welcome To My Life

back from my duty...but real tired,but felt like blogging so here goes...
i was thinking lots.it was the school hols so how on earth was i to give her birthday gift to her?i thought and thought.my chance soon came out of nowhere.it was to be at the Majestia concert.for all those who don't know whats that,its an annual concert by the school band to be held in school.i had hit upon an idea.i would bring the present to school and pass it to her classmate so as to reach her before the 29th.
time flew by.it was almost 2wks after i had given my present for her.i had almost lost hope.i had tried getting her to talk perhaps a million and one times.it begin to daunt upon me that i was just craving after a lost cause.it would never return.forever.what the heck,i had already lived on my own for the past half a year.i begin to seriously contemplate living for myself.for the first time in a yr,i started finding joy in doing things just for myself....A's came and went...
...Fast forward to 2003 Dec 21,looking back,i guessed it took me really long to forget her.it was pain but i have to admit it was sweet while it lasted.well,what would you expect if i told you this was my first girlfriend.even though it didn't quite turn out as i would have love it to be,i thank you gal (if you are reading this).it was you who thought me what love was.it was you from whom i derived the meaning of sacrifice.as you wanted to keep the relationship under wraps at that time,even till now,people are still asking me whether we were really together.i m sure you would agree.sorry if i had hurt you but i m glad you have now found someone to share your life with.
and to all the folks reading this,this's the end of the journey back in time.will from now on just start writing on the present issues.
i just have to lament about my state.its almost X'mas and i haven sent out any X'mas cards nor bought any gifts at all.i simply just have got no time for shopping.and when i do go shopping like 2 days ago,i was simply stuck.i must be the worst friend on earth.i simply had no idea of what to get for any of my best pals.its sunday tmr.hope to hit upon something before tmr arrives..here goes till another time when i'll continue blogging...

posted by Boring old me @ 12/20/2003 07:12:00 PM