Welcome To My Life

the next time we went to sch,i tink it was the following mon,we arranged to meet at the lockers outside the library before school started.somehow,i always had this habit of meeting her before school started and we would then go down for assembly together.we had wanted to keep this relationship low profile.but it din matter to either both sides of our friends.in their eyes,we were already a couple long ago.as such,i only told my buddy that we were already an official item.he was not supposed to breathe a word to anyone.life in school went by fast and furious.i thought she was the principal reason why vjc was so bearable at that time.and because exams had ended,we went out on most days after schools.till college day.we had an unwritten and non-verbal agreement that we were to adjourn for lunch once the whole day's program had ended.somehow while i was waiting in the canteen for her to get changed,she rushed over and told me that she was having lunch with her CCA friends.i pretended i didn't mind and said i would go home instead.sensing that nothing was amiss,she proceeded with her plans.i had a talk with my buddy.i learnt an important lesson.i'll remember this for as long as i live."Never be too possessive with your partner" he had told me that even though we were already attached,she was still entitled to go out with her friends.i thought about it,till now,those words still fill my heart.i agreed.he told me that he would be going out with people from his own CCA group,hence could not have lunch together.i tried looking for my other group of VS friends.i realised one thing,i was no longer as close to them as the good old days in VS.they all had left me alone while i was busy trying to woo HER.i din mind.i was left to rue this decision come the near future.i used to think that as long as i was happy with her,that was all that really mattered.i decided to take the MRT train.i boarded at Paya Lebar MRT station and proceeded eastwards.i just wanted to will my time away on the train.i thought of taking all the way to Pasir Ris and then returning to my homestop in Paya Lebar.i wish to add that something caused me to alight at Tampines instead.A huge advertisement caught my eye as i climbed down the stairs of the station.it was Perlini's Silver.i knew what i wanted.i wanted to get her a gift.i walked over to Tampines Mall,scouted around in Perlini's Silver.i soon found what i wanted.it was a heart shaped pendant.even though,it din seem that expensive,i promise now i'll get a one from those more reputable to the ONE in future.i continued walking around aimlessly.i soon came across this shop "Precious Tots" i recalled she had liked those Beanie stuff toys when we had gone shopping once.i used to remark that it was not worth it.almost $10 for one.i went over to the counter and bought one after much deliberation.feeling a sense of accomplishment,i strode off,intending to give these gifts to her the following mon.
once safely in the MRT train on the return journey,she called me.i mean,erm...SHE CALLED ME!!she wanted to meet because she was feeling bored whilst her friends were playing pool or LAN.my heart almost flew out of my body.of course i was going to meet.we met in Orchard.all of a sudden,i realised i hadn't had lunch yet.we went to Far East for lunch.i still remembered what i had.i had clay pot chicken rice.it begin to daunt to me that it was a mistake to meet her.i noticed her tiredness after a busy whole day.i felt sorry to see her looking so haggard and tired.after lunch,i surprised her with the gifts and even put on the necklace for her.she was really pleased.we walked around after that... ...

posted by Boring old me @ 12/11/2003 07:02:00 PM