Welcome To My Life

First of all,let me start this entry by apologising to jasmine tan,jr and wj for not joining u guys for lunch.I M SORRY.i needed to settle some stuff.we will do lunch again soon k?may be next wk after FM...

All of them are right.

You are right.

I m such a stupid idiot.

Worst things that i ever heard.

I think i lead a sheltered life.

for i have never heard such strong words.

Your words have hurt me

but i won't be affected.

for I m strong.

What your words will do

is to drive me to greater heights.

Women are weird.

Things were just okay.

I m not going to say what we did just now but

We did things that we used to do.

but u suddenly threw a tantrum

for god knows why.

Its okay.

I was driving back

and i realised that what i say still holds.

As in,i will wait for u.

whether in vain,only the MAN up there knows.

But i'll prove that for now,u made the wrong choice.

Today showed it all.

Only time will tell everything,

and i assure u that if u had hoped

that if u had said those words

in the hope that

that i screw up my remaining papers,

this desired effect will not materialise

coz i m a stronger man than that.

I know that u are not evil,

and you do have feelings from this 4months.

But whether what u had hoped to achieve

when u said those words doesn't matter,

because over the course of this 3 days,

I know i m strong.

I have always been strong.

Since young.

To say that i can't put this relationship aside is absurd,

and to say that u are suffering is too much.

for,since when were u the victim?

I m the one being chucked aside now.

It may not be pleasant to the ears.

But just now,as i departed from the surroundings

that had gone so familiar in this 4 months,

some of your words woke me up.

I m going to be the old Kelvin.

One that is strong and secure.

happy and smiling.

But having said all these,

memories don't just die off when u want it to be.

This entry might be too straight forward

so i m sorry if u din like the way i said it.

If i had hurt u today,

i apologise,for i will still be the piggy that u once knew.

and u would still be the little cow.

U may think its stupid to say this,

but to be fair to all 3 of us,

see u again in 2 weeks.

u know,i din know so many pple read the shit that i write until such a thing happens.Thanks guys and gals.I will be strong and thank u so much for ur concern.I m thankful for the care that u guys have given me, i guess i must have done sth great in my previous life to deserve such great friends.

To S45 yandao,i dunno how to change my tagboard colour leh.and i think my blog can leave comments leh.just click the date and time at the end of the entry.then for that entry,click the add a comment at the end.then add.The rest of u are welcome to add anything u want. :)