IT was still do-able.but dunno whether do correctly anot.sigh.
but we should look forward n not back.so yah, its only econs left.
looking back,so glad i drove to sch today.looking at the horde of people walking to e bus stop and squeezing into the already full bus-stop after the conclusion of the paper makes me cherish my driving licence even more.heh...two babes were w me enjoying that little bit of fortune of not having to squeeze in the bus or walk in e rain as i sent both dear jas and liying back.i m sorry jas that i could only send u to JE interchange.have to be filial as it was coz of mum and dad that i managed to drive to sch.glad u understand so in e end i reached mum's workplace at almost 5pm and had to wait till 5.30pm.was browsing all the cds in e car.heh..how i missed Mambo Nights at zouk so i was practically playing sounds of retro throughout the time.most prob should be hitting zouk next wed nite.Mambo anyone? =P
got home and felt that back was aching.legs were aching.think its coz of driving for long periods.should remind myself to check the posture next time.i realise that my body structure and dad's structure is different and yet everytime never change the position of the seats.begin to feel like an old man.i must say,this whole sem has been a totally new experience.plenty of highs and lows.i will talk more about these highs and lows after the econs paper on fri.coz thats when the real sem ends.i suddenly feel very tired.jaded.washed out.also dunno why.hopefully my stamina will take me across the finish line on fri.i need a break.uni is fun.i have met many fantastic frens around.i m sure u know who u r.but the studying part can be stressful.i pride myself on my discipline and my conscientiousness.but at times i must say,kelvin is no longer the kelvin of the old.i m unable to concentrate fully.images of the past float by just like the clouds in the sky occasionally.thus i am afraid the results may not show my optimum standards.however,u can't force such things.it was a beautiful memory.i have to move on.i should not live in your shadow.i am learning to be more open to other gals.there are plenty of nice gals around.L is one.but i tell myself i will not let her down anymore.i shall be sure of myself before deciding whether i want to go for her.i feel like studying now.yet i feel tired.the thought of econs makes me want to sleep.
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