can't concentrate on my work.and this time is not jac.
let me tell u guys a story
a woman is stricken w illness,
cancer is what the doctor said.
her husband is down w stroke,semi paralysed
while her 2nd son is away Down Under studying.
i ask myself,
y is Providence sometimes so unfair?
i know her greatest wish is to see her son graduate
which he will do so in a few weeks time
but she is suffering in pain as i m writing this.
she is strong.
unruffled as she is fighting this battle.
i can't do anything,
neither have i been to see her.
i fear the worst for her family.
i hate this sort of things.
i am not that close to her,
yet i feel for her sons.
one is away in Aust trying to get over his final exams,
the other is here trying to care for the two old folks.
all these while his mum is back home fighting a different battle altogether.
i hope she will be up alive and kicking soon
but the doctors has already prepared us for the worst.
i am down.
thats y i always say
"illnesses and deaths are all predestined".
this is the second time such a thing has struck my relatives.
i almost cried the last time at his wake,
this time it was my uncle.
i am not close to him at all,
yet i had to fight back the tears when i saw the motionless body in the wooden box
which they call casket.
this time i am closer to this person,
not very close,
but she has been really nice.
this person is my aunt.
i hope u get well soon...
*sobs*
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