and i hereby announce that i m on the road to recovery!strangely i felt a sense of tranquility the moment i hung up the phone on her yest.this sense of peacefulness in my heart can never be described.perhaps this is the last time ever that our paths will cross.for someone i only knew for a month,it has taken me a long time to feel this way.but as things got more complicated,i begin to feel that she is not the ger that i've been looking for.sure,that was the impression that she gave to me in the time that i knew her.but her enthusiasm didn't last.hence i was glad i didn't fall in deeper.however,if u guys got any news about her,continue to update me.NOT that i m still interested in her affairs but just that sometimes i get amused by her happenings,such as her latest saga.How long will this one last?no one knows...only she will know..a tinge of sadness fill me as she continues her 'heck-care jus enjoy' ways.not to say its bad but its not very good for her reputation.perhaps one month w her was a tad too short thats y i haven't been unable to change her.i still care but may be only to the extent of a friend.i shall jolly well lead my own life without u!Pple who r reading this and know what is going on-give her a chance.i don't believe anyone is evil by nature.Perhaps she's just looking for fun without realising the consequences.Perhaps she was serious initially but due to her nature of seeking fun and excitement,she can't stand the strains and the leash of commitment.give her time and she will improve.allow her time to grow and understand the meaning of LOVE and COMMITMENT.i believe she will turn out fine in the end.But as i m writing this,i m so glad i got out of the way one month back.if not,the one mourning the loss could be very well be me now.Yay!i m out of her crutches!not yet recovered but RECOVERING! (continuous tense,ie to say ongoing).Looking back,it has given me the confidence to love someone again,for also the first to make me feel so loved abeit just for a short while.
the main beneficiaries from this whole saga will be the following:
- My dearest family
- My dearest friends
- last but not least,my future Miss Right
i m in no hurry to find HER.but if fate decrees that she appears,then so be it.if not,its fine the way my life is.no commitments yet.such things cannot be rushed.BUT one things for sure-SHE'S out of the way!Here comes Kelvin! =P
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