Saturday, October 23, 2004

"LoVe CaNnOt Be SeEn WiF tHe EyEs BuT iT mUsT bE fELt WiF tHe HeArT.
LoVe MeAnS bEiNg ThErE fOr SoMeBoDy & kNoWiNg ThAt ThErE's SoMeBoDy ThErE fOr U nO mAtTeR wHaT.
TrUe LoVe ChAnGeS oVeR TiMe BuT LaStS.
WhEn U FiNd A dReAm iNsiDe Ur HeArT, dUn EvEr LeT iT gO...
fOr DrEaMs R tHe TiNy SeEdS fRoM wHiCh BeAuTiFuL tOmOrRoWs GrOw..."
very meaningful verse i came across...guess this is really what true love is...i've gotten used to the fact that it is impossible betw jac n i...though i really miss her alot...my nights are lonely...i m not saying my frens r useless..but at e end of the day,she's the one i most want to see,even now...
I believe there are angels among us.
Sent down to us from somewhere up above.
They come to you and me in our darkest hours.
To show us how to live.
To teach us how to give.
To guide us with the light of love
actually i yearn for an angel. angel to guide me through this dark period.i want to get out of this doldrums before the exams begin.i want to do well.make my parents feel proud.she's not everything.
some say she's a b***h
some say she's nice
it doesn't really matter to me now
but for me, i thank her.
thank her for teaching me how to love and dote a person
for,she's the first person i have really doted on since the days of jocelyn
she should change
change her so called indifferent ways in hall
hall is a place where gossips spread
n reputations suffer
she should be careful
i have seen n heard plenty of reputations suffer
i wouldn't want her to be the next
i care
but does she know?
heck she does
if not she would not be treating me the way it is now
its painful
hurting
but yet,heartening to still hear stories about her
feels that she's still round the corner
exams r indeed round the corner
but i m still here
blogging away my sadness
i m sad
hurt
sad
n hurt
but does anyone care??
after this,its back to my books.i m shutting myself up in my house.somehow i've got no motivation to go out with the exams just round the corner.seems like so recent that we jus went out.where is she now?enjoying her sat i guess.brooding at home isn't going to help.she isn't going to return.heh,but at least my books get the benefit now... =)

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