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over the course of the week, there's a piece of bad news i wanna share w u, the reader who has been faithfully reading my blog...

brace up coz here it is...

jac jus got attached...

yeah, there is no typo error here..u heard it right...
jus heard abt it last wed...i was devastated to say the least...i still am...but well,u dun always get ur way in such things but wad i din like was she wasn't the one who told it to me personally...i had to hear it from angelia...i m sad but at the same time gracious enough to wish her all the very best..i bear no grudges and yet i still feel betrayed...can't help feeling led on for all the things she had told me n the stuff that she did...
people around me have told me its not my loss...i know its not my loss coz i've realli given her everything that i should...

i once told jas that if i had $1, i would give jac 2/3 of it...such is how i feel abt her,wadeva i have,she can be sure that i wud share 2/3 w her...

well...jac,if i could see u, this is wad i would tell u...

Babe,u've left me with bitter-sweet memories in this past month.perhaps things have proceeded too rapidly.i admit i like u.in fact i think i like u too much.trust me...i do not have any bad memories about u.i'll like to keep the sweet,cheerful and happy-go-lucky gal image in my mind.this image of u will stay with me.i thank u for spending the last month of september in my mind.i m tired.in fact very tired because u keep running through my mind.
well,u've made your choice.as much as i m sad,i wanna wish u all the best.be fair to the guy who u have chosen.to get together with someone requires more than just fate.stay truthful to each other and i wish u happiness.
take care n i'll be thereabouts if u ever require any assistance of any kind...

i like u alot...i wun deny that in future when i find the right gal,i will forget about u but i will like to tell u that u've left a very deep impression in my heart and i m glad that i had very happy times when we went out...too bad its not gng to happen anymore

missing u terribly as i m writing this...

take care and god bless!

love
kelvin

posted by Boring old me @ 10/16/2004 08:39:00 PM