Sunday, August 14, 2005

what started as a great evening eventually turned out so sour...
Thank god for ur presence at e end...
I m relli sorry things turned out e way it was and i had to depart all by myself at e end of it all..
I had made e effort...took e time 2 dress well,even asked my sis repeatedly whether wad i was wearing was apt..after umpteen times of checking w e mirror n her 2 make sure tt i was suitably dressed,i left 4 ur pl..i enjoyed my time w u..jus being seated beside u,crapping,laughing @ each other's jokes while being oblivious 2 e people ard us..i feel tt sometimes we seem to be in our own world n i m certainly having gr8 fun..
alas,things din remain it was..believe me,i was absolutely a broken man at e end..thanks to e folly n e craziness of someone so totally insignificant,my day was shattered..wad a horrible end..i din feel gd leaving tt pl alone..but i was thankful tt u waited tog w me 4 a cab..grateful 4 ur hugs and encouragement..glad tt u were there telling me tt "even if everyone goes against u,i'll still be on ur side." i'll always rem those words..i've rarely felt this small but at tt time,i jus wanted 2 get away frm e glare of everyone..someone jus has gotta grow up b4 trouble gets 2 e pt of no return...i hate him...young & immature punk...somehow regretted not returning fire..he had destroyed my evening...i guess someone will learn it e hard way if things continue e way it is now...
till now,my head is still suffering frm e after effects...as i move my fingers on edge of it,i still feel e hurt..e pain tt i feel...i feel dizzy and nauseous,totally not able to eat much too..when my parents asked me y my appetite was so bad,i had 2 lie tt i had no appetite..yes,i did tell them abt my head...but i told them i knocked against my wooden bed...i dun wanna risk my parents blowing it up...like all parents are,i know they r very protective of me..i dun understand why i have 2 suffer bcoz of e savageness of some inconsiderate bugger...feels tt it is totally wrong for me 2 pay for someone's stupid mistake while e culprit goes of scotfree...i know if i tk this case up 2 e police,its a clear as daylight case of assault..there were jus simply too many eyewitnesses ard...i m not jus abt to do tt...i jus hope e pain will get away fast n for me to feel okay again...but having said all this,i m so damn happy n glad,esctatic and jubilant,joyful and grateful tt u r always ard...and s u said it,"even if the whole world goes against me,i'll still be happy as long as u r there for me..."
jus wanna tell u,
dear dear,i appreciate e presence of u beside me and i love u always...

posted by Boring old me @ 8/14/2005 09:28:00 PM

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