Tuesday, November 09, 2004

darn!kept waking up b4 i was supposed to wake up..i wanted to sleep in till noon 2day but woke up b4 that..dunno y some pple can just sleep till late in e afternoon and for me,despite me sleeping damm late last nite,i still can't sleep in...things have changed..i used to be able to sleep till 3pm also no problem but now..i feel tired and yet can't go back to sleep..thats the worst...
2nd day of the wk...still well within target...din study much in e day yesterday,heh...but made it up for it at nite..and dunno whether is i studied econs b4 thats y so slack or is i simply bo chup...somehow like study damm fast man...
someone recently encouraged me to go after my eye candy againz. (nahz..i m not mentioning names here,go guess yourself) but the first reason why i went for jac in e first place was is the chemistry between me and eye candy wasn't as strong so even if i went back and succeeded,this whole thing would still stick out of the r/s like a sore thumb...but someone also told me that i didn't give her enough time.may be she needs time to warm up to me and jurong point on the two dates isn't exactly the best place to hang out...i must admit my heart feels yang3 yang3 to go after her but i shall not for now...i mean,i don't want to be taking her as my life buoy..thats absolutely low...at the same time i must admit,she's a great catch...wow,looks and brains..the complete package...but she knows about jac so i shall just stay away and see how things unfold...hehe....dunno whether she had any interest in e first place,but after telling her about jac,no more smses etc from her..heh..ego's rather small lately.. =( sigh...haha...but i felt i gotta tell her...we are all adults so yah,i don't mind being truthful...and i gotta say,i m happy w my life now except that i miss HER so much..i have my friends,my family...they have all been really supportive...
haha...and did i say,i m gonna celebrate my 21st bdae??wow..R(A) shows here i come!! =P just joking....but dun think its gonna be a big bash..for those who were at my 18th too,sorry could not find the space to hold such a huge one again so make do w it k? =)

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